I was taking a prescription medication to help with my chronic pain. At first everything was just fine. Then by week eight there was something terrible wrong with me and I knew that this was gonna be trouble.
At first I thought that maybe I was just tired, but nope that wasn't it. Something about my thinking process was all wrong. I had become 100% terrified at everything.
Something had happened to me and I couldn't even eat anymore. I begun to fear that I was unable to swallow food. If I did try to eat, but I panic so bad I would start to shake uncontrollably.
Nothing seemed to help and so for the past few weeks I have been unable to focus on doing anything. I got so over whelmed last Sunday I called 911 to take me to the hospital.
This has been one of the most horrifying experiences of my life and that say a lot folks.
My physician agreed to stop the new medication and let me come down, detox from the left over effects.
My poor husband took two days off from work just so he could be here with me in case I freaked out again.
I'm not sure if I'm quiet ready to get back to writing anything, but I wanted to just jot down this note to those that might cruse by my blog and let you know what's going on.
Today was a much better day. I've been drug free of the new medication now for a week, things are still not back to great, however I'm trying as hard as I can to get back to whatever is my normal.
Please forgive my craziness as I do my best to be back at tapping on my key board on a regular basis.
Until I see anyone again, until I can sit down and think straight and let go of that uncertain fear, God bless you all.
In time, I'll be back.
CJ
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