Where do I begin to explain my long absence from the writing world. Maybe I can't explain really. In thruth all I can say is that my mind has been over filled with gray fog. Hopefully now I will begin the process of peeling back that fog and get back to my writing.
Since I have been so silent for such a long time here, my mind has been steady working still creating new stories, thoughts and hopefully ideas for postings. Good grief I can only hope that within the next few days I will be back at this keyboard tapping away.
Sometimes with great despair I find myself withdrawn from writing, but at the heart of my creavity my mind still moves forward.
So with that thought in the fore front of what is always driving me I will start back to work at my writing. In the mean time I have created a new idea for a book, one which I am very excited about working on.
I still have the Story Time blog for short stories, and am working on a Halloween story already. Please, please hang in there with me as I work my way back to writing once again. My reality is I have health issue that from time to time pop up and slap the fool out of me. I am always hopeful that I can rebound and get back to what I love second to none from my family and God which is writing.
So hang on to your hats people, I'm back at the keyboard ready to write once again.
Till our next meeting, may the Lord bless and keep you safe, healthy and happy.
Hugs to all,
CJ
Tuesday, September 30, 2014
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Lost in the fog...
I can't even begin to explain where I've been that might make any sense to any one that reads this.
I was taking a prescription medication to help with my chronic pain. At first everything was just fine. Then by week eight there was something terrible wrong with me and I knew that this was gonna be trouble.
At first I thought that maybe I was just tired, but nope that wasn't it. Something about my thinking process was all wrong. I had become 100% terrified at everything.
Something had happened to me and I couldn't even eat anymore. I begun to fear that I was unable to swallow food. If I did try to eat, but I panic so bad I would start to shake uncontrollably.
Nothing seemed to help and so for the past few weeks I have been unable to focus on doing anything. I got so over whelmed last Sunday I called 911 to take me to the hospital.
This has been one of the most horrifying experiences of my life and that say a lot folks.
My physician agreed to stop the new medication and let me come down, detox from the left over effects.
My poor husband took two days off from work just so he could be here with me in case I freaked out again.
I'm not sure if I'm quiet ready to get back to writing anything, but I wanted to just jot down this note to those that might cruse by my blog and let you know what's going on.
Today was a much better day. I've been drug free of the new medication now for a week, things are still not back to great, however I'm trying as hard as I can to get back to whatever is my normal.
Please forgive my craziness as I do my best to be back at tapping on my key board on a regular basis.
Until I see anyone again, until I can sit down and think straight and let go of that uncertain fear, God bless you all.
In time, I'll be back.
CJ
I was taking a prescription medication to help with my chronic pain. At first everything was just fine. Then by week eight there was something terrible wrong with me and I knew that this was gonna be trouble.
At first I thought that maybe I was just tired, but nope that wasn't it. Something about my thinking process was all wrong. I had become 100% terrified at everything.
Something had happened to me and I couldn't even eat anymore. I begun to fear that I was unable to swallow food. If I did try to eat, but I panic so bad I would start to shake uncontrollably.
Nothing seemed to help and so for the past few weeks I have been unable to focus on doing anything. I got so over whelmed last Sunday I called 911 to take me to the hospital.
This has been one of the most horrifying experiences of my life and that say a lot folks.
My physician agreed to stop the new medication and let me come down, detox from the left over effects.
My poor husband took two days off from work just so he could be here with me in case I freaked out again.
I'm not sure if I'm quiet ready to get back to writing anything, but I wanted to just jot down this note to those that might cruse by my blog and let you know what's going on.
Today was a much better day. I've been drug free of the new medication now for a week, things are still not back to great, however I'm trying as hard as I can to get back to whatever is my normal.
Please forgive my craziness as I do my best to be back at tapping on my key board on a regular basis.
Until I see anyone again, until I can sit down and think straight and let go of that uncertain fear, God bless you all.
In time, I'll be back.
CJ
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